Despair

As the sun finally sets
into the night i cry out
I finally understand
what my pain is about

my life has withered
into a pit of despair
but it doesn't really matter
because I don't care

I watch the world around me
crumble and fall
I just want to be left alone
and forgotten by all

I cannot believe this hatred
has built up inside of me
so that it gets to a point where I'm blinded and cannot see

I warp things around
and twist them in my head
I wish more than anything
I wasn't alive and I was dead

I've changed beyond all recognition
a piece of ice has replaced my heart
claws of hate hold me together
keep me from being torn apart

the day is drawing to a close
but I'm still trapped in my strife
more than anything
I want to give up on my life