Tell Me What I Should Do

I dont want to love you,
I know I'll end up hurt again.
Just like before.

But I cant help thinking of you,
Everything I see,
Screams your name.

I call out to you,
No answer.
I scream,
And yet u still dont notice.

I fall to pieces,
My heart crumbles in your hand.
But you look right through me.

Should I tell you?
Should I risk the pain?
My heart tells me one thing,
My mind another.