Love In The First

Why does it seem like everytime I run,
my heart won't let me walk out the door?
And everytime I think it's over,
we both come back for more.

I deserve better then you,
I can't take it anymore,
I thought you were a good man,
I had no Idea what was in store.

Now, I'm breaking down,
I'm internally dying,
If this is love,
then why am I always crying?

I can't keep hurting myself,
I'm down on my knees.
you must understand I love you,
but your not good for me.

I wanna get through the rain,
and see the sun,
but the storm is here
and it's just begun.

I can't keep worrying,
I don't want to fight,
everytime I think were better,
another problem is in sight.

No more coming back to you,
I've had it, your not the one.
I'm leaving you for good this time,
this love is finally done.