Why Can't I Know?

Why can’t I know
What to do when
Everything is going wrong?
When you seem so far away,
These feelings are so strong.

Why can’t I know
What to say to
Not make it worse?
When we are at the start,
Of this horrible curse.

Why can’t I know
How to fix all of this.
This is the only thing I want,
My only wish.

Why can’t I know
What to do next…
How do I make it go
Back and be like the rest.
Those sweet memories,
Are all in the past…but
I want to know how to
Make them in the present.