Fallen

I let the bad things take me down
I never looked at anything good thats happened
Instead i look at the bad side of me
And kept on fallen
I gotta find a way to pick myself back up
Keep my self strong and stay standing
I need to find a way to talk about my down side
But nothing ever comes out right
I'll just sit in the dark and cry it off
And hope it'll be okay tomorrow
People will ask me whats wrong
I'll tell em nothing
Even the ones i know are there
Whats wrong with me
Why cant i just have a happy life
Just like everyone else
Instead I'm down in the dark
And try to keep crawling my way out
But I'm getting weaker and weaker as the days go on
Not that i ask to be just like someone
I don't want that
I'd just like to live a normal life
One that i can control