Hiding secrets no more

I saw a picture the other day
I looked at it and turned away
I couldn't face the person staring back at me
His smiling face is what i could see
But deep within, the things he did
The lies and secrets that he hid
Looking back, the torture inside
I know it wasn't all in my mind
I went to hell and back for him
To hide the secrets deep within
But no more can i do it
It's ruining my life
I can't do things i wanna
Because of him and the way he changed me
If i could go back
I would put things right
And yell at the top of my voice
LEAVE ME ALONE, DON'T RUIN MY LIFE!

this is how i feel and i really wish i had spoken up and told the person to leave me alone. sadly i didn't. if anybody feels low or upset email me and i will help you as much as i can