My twisted heart

Must be the millionth time Ive cried
over the millionth guy thats lied

how many times
must i make this mistake
before i realize just what
and who's a fake

but whats the point
when loves a lie
whats the point
when all i do is cry

i thought i would have learned my lesson by now
but i guess it slipped away somehow

here comes the flood of tears
pains thats built up over the years

its evaporating my inner core
so much i suffer
in this guy and girl war

my heart he can no never replace
its filled up with a hurt and hatred taste

my heart....
its broken
I'm weak
i wish our love had never been spoken
then maybe life wouldn't be this bleak

but then again
it wasn't love anyway
i was just used
my heart was something to play with , a toy
and then be abused

how i wish you never existed
then maybe my heart wouldn't be so twisted