Two Faces

As I dream the dream everyone wants to dream

As I wear the clothes everyone wants to wear

I wonder when I'll ever be happy about being myself

I hide myself and wish no one sees the true me, they might not like what they see

I'm a sad, hurt, and very scared little girl who turns to drinking to take me away from this unreal world

Drinking takes the pain away for a little while before it smashes back in my face

maybe if I had someone to hold me and call my own, I'll change

Can a person like me change?

The only thing I can change is how fak I am and the color of my hair

There's only three things I have in life

Family
A few friends
And Alcohol!