Old Ways...Part II

I promise I won’t…
I swear I won’t…

I couldn’t hurt you
That bad, again.
The last time….
I saw the pain
Deep in your eyes.
I heard it in your voice,
Even your actions showed
It, though I know you tried to
Hide all of this.

I’m sorry, you know
I wouldn’t do it again.
The thoughts may
Reappear…but the
Actions will never
Be seen again (with me).

See…I’m back to my old ways.
But with a different meaning
Than before.
I’m back to talking to you,
Nervous around your parents,
And even saying I’m sorry a lot.
I don’t want to make you mad.

PLEASE forgive me. I know you
Will say you will but honestly
If you can’t, tell me…ok?

I love you tons and I could never hurt you that bad again. Please believe me.

*Dedicated to one of my Best Friends***