How do I tell you...

I came back from the clinic,
Hung my coat on the hook,
And as I looked in the mirror,
The reflection looked shook.

I never believed that it took,
Just that one single time,
Now there's something inside me,
Which is both yours and mine.

I stare at my stomach,
Someone's growing inside,
But how can I tell you,
Will it shatter your pride.

I know you don't love me,
And that night was for fun,
You said the games ended,
But it's only begun.

And 'cause we don't talk now,
After all that I said,
I don't want to sound like I'm,
Trying to get back in your head.

Wes, I'm having your baby,
But I cannot tell you,
'Cause I know you'll reject it,
After all we've been through.

But I will always love you,
And I'll love this baby,
I wish you could be here now,
Not just in memory.

So next time you see me,
I'll let my bump show,
The one you helped make,
But you'll never know.