Mommy

Mommy you know I love you
I tell you everyday
I try so hard to show you
In each and every way

Its hard to let go
To what I've been through
But you should know
Cuz you went through it too

I don't think you understand
The reason of my selfharm
I told what I do
How I make cuts upon my arms

I don't want it any more
I wish to let it go
Oh mommy please help me
I'll try harder,for what i want to show

Mommy I hate to be like this
Sad all the time
But sometimes I'm happy
You even catch me smile

Mommy in this poem
Theres something I want to do
I want to show you how much
I really love you

But I also want to tell you
I really do try so hard
I know it's been a while
And what happened is gone far

But mom it wont leave
It haunts me today
Please oh please mommy
make it go away

I'm tired of this feeling
The need for pain
mommy it feels like I'm following
A trail of never ending rain

I know at time I'm confusing
And you just don't know what to do with me
And sometimes I get hyper
But just let it be

You tell how you feel each day
And I do that same
But mom if you knew the truth
You would bow your head in shame.