The Abyss

The darkness is everywhere
I'm scared to be left alone
i hear voices in my head
i wait solid as a stone

why must this fear overtake my thoughts
make it go away
I'm scared to go to sleep
what is the voice i hear
its my heart as it weeps

i try to silence it, to get it to stop
its to loud, it hurts, whats wrong with me
it hurts, the pain, i cant take it much longer
its to dark, i squint my eyes, i cant see

why does my heart cry, why is it sad
I'm sitting here alone, trying to think
i cant seem to focus, i loose concentration
i stare into the darkness afraid to blink

whats going to happen when i close my eyes,
will my heart ever stop hurting like this
i try to lay back and fall asleep
I'm trapped forever in this dark abyss