Mirrors

Why can’t I really smile?
I haven’t been happy for a while.
Every day I put on a mask
A fake smile that always seems to last
Why do I have to hide?
The tears and pain inside,
My room when no ones home.
And how come I feel so fcking alone?
Why do I just sit on the floor?
And stare into the mirror on my door.
Just looking at the cuts everywhere
Crying because life isn’t fair.
All I want is to be happy for real…

Hayley ©