Broken Soul

The blood is memorizing
Holding this holy book of lies
That I let myself to believe
Once again will hurt me

Blood falling like raindrops to the floor
Letting go of the handle
Knowing I'm in for a ride
Becoming weak to the knees

Lightly floating on this darkness
Watching myself cry as I do this
The marks will never go away
But I don't regret any of it

Haunting me in my dreams
I never want to sleep
This life that I am in
Braking my fragile soul so many times

Going back to the usual
Fake smiles and all
But people will still notice
The marks that you left me

Sad eyes with a broken soul
You left me with doubt
You were scared of the pain
Scared.. just like me...