Lost

I'm lost
Hopeless
Alone
Worthless

I've lost my will to live
Like each star loses its light
Eventually burning out
My life's not worth the fight

I'm lost in my thoughts
Blaming, confusing
My self-loathing
The cutting, the bruising

I live to cut
And cut to live
Doesn't make sense but it's
All I have to give

I lost the battle
The fight for life
But still I live
Inside of my strife

I breathe
Cut, breathe
Wait for my friends
To give up and leave

I've almost lost
Everyone that I've loved
They will soon give up
When push comes to shove

They haven't seen the scars
That I lost myself to
They don't notice the bars
I've put in front of me

How can no one know?
Am I really that secretive?
Maybe they should know?
Would they give me a reason to live?
No...

sorry it sucks but i dont care