To say goodbye

To cry and die
to say goodbye
is all that’s left to do
my pain inside
cuts me open wide
and tears my heart in two

the spyders begin
to eat my skin
and end my broken life
i scream within
my voice so thin
as i reach for the knife

but now i’m glad
no longer sad
a smile across my face
but don’t be mad
my heart you still have
my feelings you can’t erase…

i’m still in love with you