I came to talk to you

I came to see you today,
I really needed to talk to you,
Everything is going wrong,
I know you wouldn’t judge me,
So I came to tell it to you,
In one way I think I expected replies,
As I sat down and placed 1 black rose down,
I ran my fingers over your name, Aaron,
Tears started to roll down my face,
O I miss you so much I really need you here now,
I started to tell you all the things that were on my mind,
Someone else has come to join you up there,
I wish I could be with you again,
I need your shoulder to cry on, Not your headstone,
I told you everything now, and nothing seems better,
I need to hear your answers you always knew what’s best,
You were my best friend when you were here,
Now you’re my angel as well,
I look at your name and whisper to you
“Best friends forever, angels together”
I miss you each day more,
I don’t think it will ever get easier,
I need to move on but it seems impossible at the moment,
I place down 6 more roses 3 black 3 white,
With each one a tear drops to the ground,
I kiss your headstone and leave my teddy with you,
I stand up and say
“I love you and I will see you soon but for now goodbye”
I turn and walk away with tears rolling down my face,
And I hold onto my part of our best friends necklace,
The other half with you in your coffin,
I cry silently as I leave you again.

*comments much appreciated*