My Broken Smile

by ºCrimsonTearsº   Mar 30, 2005


I've had a lot of things thrown at me,
Things that would make me cry,
Silently praying by the side of my bed,
Wondering, asking God why?

Do I really deserve all this sh*t?
Am I a bi*ch? Am I really that bad?
Do I deserve to live in constant depression,
My whole life wasted on me being sad.

Of course I'm not perfect and I know that,
But no-one can be that all the time,
I always have to live up to their expectations,
Sometimes lying, Just saying 'I'm fine'.

When maybe if you looked deeper inside,
You would see that I'm not OK,
I'm angry, I hurt. I'm falling apart,
My life's a constant struggle, day by day.

I only want someone to rescue me,
To make all this pain worthwhile,
Because everyday it gets harder and harder,
To fake this broken smile ...

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  • 18 years ago

    by Just Lisa

    Hey! I Loved this peom! I can really relate to it more then you know! It's like when I was reading it, I was reading about my life! Awseome! Keep it up k! And if you get the chance, take a look at some of my poems and comment and vote! Thanks!
    *Lisa*

  • 18 years ago

    by morbid_tears

    Another great poem! 5/5

    ~*Amber*~

  • 18 years ago

    by Rach

    wow! I loved your poem, and like many others I can totally relate. Keep it up!

    ¤Rae¤

  • 19 years ago

    by Lost Girl

    So many people (including me) do this every day, it can be so hard, but sometimes it is for the best :( great poem!
    xxxxxxxx

  • 19 years ago

    by L0KA

    Oh my god! I can really relate to this soo much! I also hate feeling this way that I just want to scream, but I can't. This is totally me. Wow, great job on the poem. I really luv'd this poem. Thanx for posting it! 5/5

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