Someone give me a way out

I'm to tired to smile
I know you’re not that naive
I can't care anymore
I know you don't believe

I see your eyes move to my arms
And you think I don't see you stare
Of course I care that you see it
I wish they were never there!

But I can't change what I do
I can't allow myself to not harm
The only thing I can do now
Is make sure I cover my arms

I want it to stop but it wont
The blood just keeps pouring
I'm holding my body together
But my head is completely soaring

I can't come down i’m losing
I think this is the end
I can't stop the pain
I can't change, ill break not bend

Please help me i’m begging
I’ll never say those words aloud
But right now I need it
Please someone give me a way out

It hurts so badly, I’m so cold
I knew it would end his way
The shaking is getting worse
I won't last another day