Last Goodbye

by Fierce   Apr 1, 2005


This is the end
I swear my heart won't mend

I can't take the pain anymore
I suddenly drop to the floor

I'm sorry, Mel for doing this to you
You didn't even know I felt so blue
You cared for me like a best friend should
I'm leaving now you, I'm sorry, it's for good

Mum, were my life
Now, I'm dying because of your knife
You told me I was nothing and now I know
This is why I must go

Dad, There's no way to describe my pain.
I don't know you don't know that you were the main

Please don't hate me, it's not my fault
My life was on a balance, it came to a halt.

Hailie, you my hero
You showed me how
To escape the pain
To cut right now

I'm dying in a pool of blood, surrounding my bed
I'm not regretting it, now its all said

My life is over, there's no turning back
I'm sorry to all you friends I lack

The strength to go on for bigger things
Now all around me my head rings

All is black and a bright light shone
Now I am gone.

I am so sorry to all you guys out there who have encouraged me. You mean the world to me. This website has been my only source of living and now that's not even good enough to go on. I'm sorry, I really am. Hailie, I hope you get better. You're not the reason I'm doing this. Keep it going strong.
I love you all and please don't hate me

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  • 19 years ago

    by ~*Nicki*~

    OMG is this poem for real

  • 19 years ago

    by Writers Block

    I could really feel your pain! I will keep it short, may God bless you!

    XOXOXO
    Writers Block

  • 19 years ago

    by Fierce

    Thanks for all your comments, they put me to tears. I just got out of the hospital yesterday and I'm feeling so great. I found what I have need for so long, God. I gave my life to Him and I can't believe I did cause He was the one I blamed for my pain. Girls/Guys, I feel like I can conquer the world and I am gonna be the PM for Australia!! There are so many awesome experience I have felt by just accpeting Him into my heart. If you wanna know anything about it just send me an e-mail. My e-mail is slic_chic11@hotmail.com. I swear by Him, there is no way that I would be here right now without Him!! I love you guys so much *tear* Thank-you so much!!!

    Keep the Faith
    Peace Out

  • 19 years ago

    by Andrea

    what!? sarah no!! please dont do this...you are so amazing and talented and i dont want you to die! please i'm begging you...if there is anything i could do to persuade you i will just please dont do this. i love you so much!!!! email me or something so we can talk there's gotta be another way than suicide. i love you sarah!!!

  • 19 years ago

    by XxCamyxX

    Suicide isn't only going to end ur pain but also ur happiness. u never know what could happen the next day DON'T DO THIS i noe life is hard but u might not believe it but there is harder out there. ppl who live with NOTHING and ppl who used to live in slavery THEY GOT THROUGH IT and i know u can 2!!! PLEASE i beg u not 2 do this, no matter what suicide was and never will be the answer. There is someone out there who loves u...who? GOD. he oves u cause he made u...he made ur life he knows how ur feeling right now, but he also knows that it will get all better, try to think of the happy moments think of the bad ones as a moutain in ur path that one day u will finish climbing. don't give it up now!!
    Please,
    U r the light of the world...without knowing. there is someone out there u need to meet that u may not have yet and if u kill urself u never will...killiung urself would mean saying that God made a mistake but u know and i do to that he didn't.

    I luv the poem but not the message. *5*.
    LIVE ON!

    PS If u wanna talk more then email me anytime at Smart_cam99@hotmail.com.

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