My last breath

As i lay there wondering why i did it
i think to myself out loud, i did it anyway
lying in my own crimson regret, screaming, crying, hoping for someone to save me

lying there helpless as my vision of light fades to black
I'm now losing my sense of touch
deprived from nature and life

i can feel my end drawing near
my breaths are becoming shorter
blood surrounds me. i know its there.
my pain is decreasing.

I'm now gasping for breath
this is it my last breath
my life is now at its end
my suicide a deadly success