Razor Blades Suduction

Razor Blades Seduction:

-I want to cut
Every time I get the urge

Cutting comes over me
In one huge surge

-I don’t want to have to lie
On how I “scraped my arm”

I want to tell mom the truth
“Mommy, it’s called self-harm”

-It’s not like I’m hurting
Anyone but me

I don’t think anyone understands
They will never be able to see

-It’s my choice
And it’s what I choose to do

I want to feel the pain
And feel anything but blue

-Death isn’t the answer for me
Just the razor blades seduction

Over my arms and up my legs
It’s the only way I function

-I know that you don’t want me to
But it’s my only way

I hope some time you will understand
Just maybe one of these days