A Illness called Suicide

I've been sick
With a virus
That actually makes me think,
What if I Died?

This illness I've contracted
Makes me see
They wouldn't care
If I'm alive,

I'd be gone
And they'd all go on,

This illness doesn't keep me
from going to school
No one sees it
Or notices
The suicidal fool,

No one sees the symptoms
Depression,
Hate,
Despair,
Their all inside my head
But still....
I know this illness is there...

This sickness have no cure,
I'll eventually die,
then everyone finds out,
i had the suicide..