Want to die now

by Alex   Apr 7, 2005


Don't try and save me
I've had Enough of it
Telling you I am fine everyday
Is not how i want to live

Fake smiles come easily
now that I've had practice
at school, at home, everywhere
I feel like I am plastic

Shiny plastic with no feeling
Cold and empty too
I don't think I want these feeling anyways
They just leave me feeling blue

I want to pull out a knife
And stab it in my heart.
I want to cut, cut so deep
I want to slice my wrist apart

I want to die today
Or even tomorrow will do
Because I can't stand spending a whole lifetime
Wondering how to pull through.

**me typing away because everything in my life is going wrong and there are only twos ways I no that help and one of them is writing.**

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  • 18 years ago

    by Michael D Nalley

    yes indeed writing is an excellent release good job take care

  • 18 years ago

    by Georgi

    gooooood xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Lmay

    hey, great poem :) i reallly hope things start working out for you soon

    Always with love, Lmay xXx

  • 18 years ago

    by IWroteYouAPoemOnMyWrist

    great poem i love dit check out some of mine when you get a chance

    -sabrina

  • 18 years ago

    by **Just Her**

    that was beautifully sad...im sorry you feel like this, but like sam said no one will judge you on this site... so write away and write whatever4 ur feeling ... i loved this stanza in ur poem
    Fake smiles come easily
    now that I've had practice
    at school, at home, everywhere
    I feel like I am plastic

    good methaphor!
    stay strong and take care always