Who Can Save Me?

I don’t want to be here,
But how do I go.
I don’t know what to do,
But I’m always alone.

I want what’s best for everyone else,
There for the worst for me.
I just wanna leave this place,
So everyone can see;

I’m not happy being me,
Not happy being here.
Not happy with my life,
My mind so full of fear.

My arms so cut and bloody,
The pills I am abusing.
Who can save me now?
When even I don’t want saving.