This Morning

This Monday morning i felt so alone and was sad,
Did something that i knew would be really bad,
Me and my older sister had a big row or two,
I never even had a thought of what i might do,

I started to cry then got my nails without thinking,
scratched right down my arm without even blinking,
The blood was pouring and my arm was so very hot,
suddenly the guilt set in and the upset i soon forgot,

Then started to think of everyone around I'd hurt more,
Them knowing what I'd done and my arm was sore,
I'm so sorry and this is unusual behavior for me too,
I don't know why i did it, maybe some advice from you,

I was so angry with myself, I had to break it to my Jade,
what I'd done to my arm, The mess of myself i had made,
She was so nice and made me feel better cos were apart,
Best friends forever, my angel and love her with my heart.

Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi

This is a bit rubbish but i can't help what i was feeling at the time. Anyway -
I just wrote this poem because i did something really silly to myself this morning and i am just glad i realized that it wasn't a good thing to do. I will never do it again. I hope you will comment. I would really appreciate it! Thanks :)