Shower

In the shower I try to clean off my day
I cant fix this
I cant clean it away

I fall to my knees and cry
I cry and ask why my life is this way

Why did I ruin it?
Why did I tell the first lie?
Why did everyone hate me?

I just wanna get away
I see these tears
They mix with the water and roll down my body

Why was I so mean to my mommy?
She carried me 9 months
She gave birth to me
She changed my diapers

Why did I ruin things at school?
I told lies
I didn't act like the others

As I clean off my day I realize
It never ends
My days run into each other
Its just one bad thing after another

Now I start this over and wash it away again

*please comment and rate its just one piece of crap i write after another*