Halfway

I’m halfway
From being whole
To returning
The friendships I stole

Halfway to hell
To heaven, to home
To finally being well
And beginning again

Halfway broken
Too quiet to care
The words I have spoken
Nobody hears

Halfway to my goal
To be alone
To arrive finally
Anywhere but my “home”

I’m halfway to suicide
To forgetting
Why I ever cried
What is left?
Half my pride