Heartache

Why do you treat me so bad,
causing me hurt and pain,
I've been so good to you,
can't ever trust you again,

I have got so many secrets,
i cannot ever share with you,
cause you wouldn't keep them,
just like i would want you to,

I try so hard to talk to you,
explain how i feel inside,
when i am getting depressed,
all you can do is hide,

You tell me not to worry,
like you even give a care,
Whenever i may feel alone,
I doubt you will be there,

You are not a true friend,
you never even hear me cry,
you never even comfort me,
when i say i want to die,

I find it so hard to open up,
because you only shout at me,
That makes me feel so much worse,
now i just want to be set free,

I have only got one real friend,
in the whole world, called jade,
the most important kind of friend,
that god has ever made.

Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi

I know this is rubbish but i just threw together some thoughts after a friend at college that let me down today as a friend. Please comment, Thanks :)