At Least I Tried

I fall asleep, alone and cold,
My Broken soul lies growing old.
Still I am awake inside,
Sorry I failed, at least I tried.

I fall asleep under the stars,
My naked arms reveal my scars.
Still I am awake inside,
Sorry I failed, sorry I lied.

I fall asleep in deep abyss,
The pain I feel, proves you I miss.
Still I am awake inside,
Sorry I failed, sorry you cried.

I fall asleep with thoughts of you,
Always confused of what to do.
Still I am awake inside,
Sorry I failed, sorry you died.

I fall asleep and hope you see,
The things you did, won’t work for me.
And still I am awake inside,
So sorry I failed, but at least I tried.