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Do i really deserve what you're putting me through?
take a good look, is this really what you meant to do?
i thought you were someone i could finally trust
whats left now? memories? these are as worthless as dust.
drop the act, everything changed and nothing can be the same
but to you this is all just some kind of sick game...
well thank you for showing me that no matter how hard i try
no one will ever care about me...there isn't one single guy.
you've completely shatttered my self esteem
being truly happy is now just some kind of far off dream...
i now know that i'm completely worthless and no one will ever care
i'm always alone, no one will ever really be there
you've proven this sad but true fact to me,
there's no such thing as "happily ever after"
and we were never really meant to be
but that's ok, you weren't the first to break my heart
although now any hope i ever had has been completely torn apart
"i'm so sorry", its the same old story
but you're not sorry, you never cared about me
no one has ever truly cared, not the way i wanted them to
in fact, if i didn't have my friends, i don't even know what i'd do...
eventually, i'll get past this, just like all the times before
but this time it's differnt because my heart is broken and won't work anymore
i could only take so much before i finally broke down
my fake smile finally expired and changed back to a frown
so don't even try, your words are cheap
i've fallen into my sadness, so deep
i wont be returning, never coming back
my heart is dead inside of me, turned completely black
without any feeling, i could almost just die
i'm alone forever, nothing left to do but cry......