Inferior

I laugh like it’s alright
But it’s all a lie
You will never know
How much I hurt inside

Parts of me crumble
Why others don’t-they stick
I just have one question for you dad
Why are you such a prick?

You say, “I love you”
But I know that’s not what I hear
Just go away I scream
Go drink another beer!

I hate that I’m inferior
We can never be the same
I remember in the hospital
You were the one that never came

I was wishing for death
And you still didn’t care
Why do you think I challenged death?
Why’d you think I took the dare?

You must really be lacking sense
Because all I wanted was love
Something you never gave
Hopefully I will find it up above

I just hope that you remember
When you hear the angels ring
You were why I became one
Listen to me sing

Daddy don’t forgive yourself
Because of you I’m dead
There is nothing more to it
Nothing more to be said