7 months and 13 days

7 months and 13 days have you been gone
and I still think of you everyday
it seems like you just left yesterday
I wish I could've made you stay

every morning I wake up
realizing you're not here with me
is another day of torture
I know we were never meant to be

You are the only man I want
you made me happy and sad
I don't wanna live my life without you
You're absence is making me mad

I love you with all my heart
and I'm scared I can never let go
7 months and 13 days, it's been too long
but it's too late for my feelings to show

I had my chance to let you know
what's been going on deep down inside
but instead of expressing my love
I had to be stubborn, I had to hide

I remember the last breathe you took
standing in front of me
the day you left my world
I fell down on my knee

I prayed to god
to bring you back
I cried and cried
now my heart has a big crack

You are gone and will always be
I live my own fantasy
where we are happy together
Reality I don't wanna see......

Goodbye to you
good bye to happiness
You'll never be forgotten
and my heart will always be a mess