I wish...

*For my mummy* *its fairly long but i hope you read anyways*

Mother I wish you could see,
Just how much this boy means to me,

I wish you could see how much your words are hurting me,
Hes being the best he can be.

I wish you could realize how much he means to me.

He may not be perfect in your eyes,
But to me hes more than I'll ever need.

You say he could treat me better,
That hes not worth the pain,
But oh, how wrong you are,
He treats me more than just "OK"
And i can assure you hes worth every tear cried.

I wish you could realize how much he means to me.

We've had plenty of our downs,
But thats over for now,
We're now focusing on having our gigantic high.

Hes helped me through so much,
Hes so much better than the last.

I wish you could realize how much he means to me.

I've tried telling this all to your face,
I've tried telling it through email,
This is my last one hope.

I'm not making excuses for him,
I'm not over exaggerating the lies.
There are no lies to hide.

I wish you could realize how much he means to me.

I love you both with all I have,
I just hate having to choose,
I feel in my mind I have to,
And its not what I want to do.

Why can't you be happy for me,
I've found somebody to fulfill all my dreams.

I wish you could realize how much he means to me.

I know the chances of us ending up together are slim,
But I haven't experienced these feelings before,

I know I have my life to lead,
But I don't wanna be without him.
He can make me smile for no reason at all.

I wish you could realize how much he means to me.

I look at how you are with Ally,
Talking to her and knowing she gets your approval as a girlfriend,

All I have are broken memories,
I look at you and Ally,
remembering the way you was with him.
I wish you could remember too.

I wish you could realize how much he means to me.

I hate having to spend some nights in tears over this all,
Do you realize how it upsets me inside?
Why can't you just love him the way you used to?

I really don't know what else I can do,
I hope you take note of this all,
At least I'll know I've tried.

I wish you could realize how much he means to me.

I'm not ever gonna give him up,
Through all the tears he still makes me feel like the luckiest girl alive.

My wish is for you.
I wish you could be happy for me,
Love him how you used to.

I wish you could realize how much he means to me...

*Not all wishes come true, but I hope this one does...*