Pointless

Life is pointless
Unlike this pin
That I carve into my skin
To erase the painful memories
Of me and him

Everything hurts
My heart always had
Broken in too
Pointless and sad

Breaking my heart
I never really knew
That a guy like you
Would do the things you do

That`s why I carve this pin
Into my soft arm to make every other pain I have .. disappear

I want it to disappear
Like you did that day
I want the broken heart
To never stay that way

I want you to tell me face to face
That you don`t care
Because I`m still telling myself
That you`ll be there

This poem is pointless to all who aren`t me.
Because you all can`t see..what I see
Or feel my broken heart..or my pointless tragedy

Pointless unlike that sharp blade
That I ran across my wrist
That day you broke my heart.
That very same day.

I`m trying to make my "point"
As if you really care
Because even if you had
You would of been there