The Neverending Song

It's another endless night to think of you,
As I play a song to ease the pain.
Tears of fear steam down my face
When I think ahead to what I'll gain.

In my head it's only you now,
And I begin to hear your voice .
All I can do is listen,
Cause I don't have a choice.

Then I remember all that we did,
And I think if all we do.
I'm so excited for tomorrow,
So I can rush right back to you.

All the memories are so clear now,
And I can't seem to see why,
Most of them are amazing,
But I continue to cry.

I am so happy it's over,
The hatred game we used to play,
Now you're back with me,
And I hope you're to stay.

I don't want you as a lover,
But only as a friend.
That way we'll be together,
And it will never ever end.

Now the song is over,
And I shed just one more tear,
Because I started it over again,
As I dream that you are here.

I'll never turn it off,
It will always play in my head.
All the memories come back,
As I lay on my deathbed