My Room

All the fake smiles
and all too much pain
washes away for me
as the razor hits a vein

you may not understand
but many people do
the pains all to much to handle
it reappears when i'm with you

I want it all to stop
as i cry inside my room
on goes the music,drowning the pain
i want our friendship to bloom

i fall asleep eventually
it's almost 2o'clock
gotta get up soon anyways
so go to the door,turning the lock

go under my sheets
and pray a little bit
then pull out the blade
and watch the blood sit

off to school i got now
forgetting all the pain
covered up to marks i made
hoping a friend i'll gain