Blur of reality

Tried to fix things
tried to make things right
wanted it to be as it was
back in the day

it seems so long ago
memories that won't go away
trapped in a cycle that never ends
seems to be no way out

two different lives
two distinct personalities
reality blurs between the two
and the two worlds become one

drawn into the second one
wanting to pull away
seems like no escape
from the dream-like
nightmare I'm in