Thats it

Today is my last
I'm sick of life
its time to end it
its time for my knife

i cant wait
for life to be gone
cause nothing seems to be helping me
be able to go on

this is all my fault
i lead my life to where it is now
i don't understand why i did
and i cant understand how

why am i so sad
why am i so depressed
maybe its cause i hide who i am
me i don't confess

its time to be me
but in a different way
I'm already dead inside
my life doesn't have a chance to stay

I'm all i have
but I'm not strong enough
to help myself out
Ive now been threw to much

people always get mad
that i use the blade
what they don't no is that i try not to cut to deep
because my life i want to save

i try-ed i really did
to keep things going
i tried to stay strong
the depression was my life i wasn't showing

i hide everything
and I'm sick of it
my life is so unfair
and suicide is what i want to commit

like they all say
i hope that you die
i guess I'm going too
bc I'm sure not staying alive

~ Kay i guess...
i don't no what I'm going to do with myself all i no is i Hate me!

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