Drowning

Drowning in a pool of blood,
Why’d you throw me in the mud.
You never listened to a word I said,
Let alone give me a bed.

Everything is for your wife,
What about me, I have a life.
She has everything in the universe,
All I got was a little purse.

When I come to stay,
You make me work all day.
You’ll take me out for a treat,
But you can’t see me crying in the back seat.

Why can’t you see the screaming,
And you have yet to notice the bleeding.
To you I am a ghost,
I still love you the most.

You yell at me not to fight with her,
But why, she’s not my real mom that's for sure.
All me and her daughter do,
Is fight more then me and you.

Drowning in this pool of hatred,
Lying in this puddle of red,
Screaming to let you know,
Why can’t you let go?

You keep me tied down,
In this hell hole town.
Can’t you just trust me,
And let me be free.

I’m suffocating in this hate,
I feel I’m closer to my fate.
Daddy why are you so unloving,
You make me want to start running.

I’m still drowning in this pool,
I’m not going to be a fool.
I know you still love me,
But it’s with her you want to be.

I’m falling deeper in this blood,
In this pool of hate and mud.
I’m going to leave you with you lie,
Oh why daddy why?