My reflection

I look at my reflection
and see a simple girl
who hides everything
in this uncontrolled world

when i look at myself
i have to stare in the mirror
cause its hard to see what i hide
and hard to see my fear

when i look at myself
i see the make up hiding
my self the real me
my self no one will be finding

when i look at myself
i see thats somethings wrong
i see a girl whose helpless
who just couldn't stay strong

when i look at myself
all i see is different in me
a girl who wasn't to die
a girl who no one can believe

when i look at myself
i see someone hopeless
with no more thought or dreams
they all have just been broken

when i look at me
i see a girl only wishing
for her death-full day
her everyone would be missing

when i look at me
i find no one really cares
about my broken heart
and wonder why no ones there

when i look at me
i see a girl no one would like
but no one can see the marks
she has made with this knife

when i look at me
i see a girl who lost her friends
who said they'd always be there
to help her till the end

when i look at me
i see a girl who fake smiles
who really hasn't been happy
for quite a long while

when i look at me
i can see the cuts in my heart
form all the people who lied
and form the things i took at heart

when i look at me
i can see my aching pain
i cant see beneath my eyes
from the tears i hide in the rain

when i look at me
i see my life's a lie
that no one else knows about
or knows my suicidal life

when i look at me
i can see my hearts not in one
and i see the girl whose pain
has now just begin

when i look at me
i see the endless tears
Ive cried over that guy
and all her hopeless fears

when i look at me
i see the marks Ive made
the ones that have there stories
the one for my arms have paid

when i look at me
i see every single detail clearly
but no one else can see that
cause i hide what i fear mostly

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