Trapped inside my darkest fears,
I don’t know of anyone who really cares,
Trapped inside my own mind,
My own head,
Sometimes I think it would be easier if I was just dead,
Everyday and every night,
I’m really alone,
To myself I scream and fight,
I hide myself behind a mask,
Being me is my one unachieved task,
I was me for all my childhood years,
But now finding who I am is all of my deepest, darkest fears.
no its not better if you were dead !
it would be never better ! we've been
brough to this life for some reason !and try to be You "always" although its hard..as u said,sometimes we screem and fight with ourselves !
tell you what ! you are not alone ! God is there for you : )