It's hard to set it straight with you
it's hard for you to see
exactly what I'm going through
when i don't get knowledged for me
it's not that you don't recognize me
it's not that i don't get enough attention
i just want someday somewhere
for you to write me in your life as someone special
i feel I've worked a million days
and years to get to this
being your best friend
is what i want from every moment we can list
every time i talk to you
every time we share
common events and moments
as we travel from here to there
it's so hard for you to understand
but what i read just hurt
it hurts to know I'm just another person
instead of something more
i guess my efforts
all amount to nothing
everything I've tried
all basically comes down to one thing
i will always be average
you'll never see me as more
infact i don't imagine why
you even see me ever
I'm so lucky that you noticed
since the moment we met
I've been nothing but their
at your side no less
i really don't think that's what you want
and i really don't think it's me that you care and trust
so maybe life just isn't perfect
and were really not meant to be
it all comes down to this
day in and day out
why do i stick around
when I'm truly hurt but i can't bear for u to hear
hear the pain in my voice
in the choke in my tears
hear what i really think
I'm so sick of this fear
maybe just end it
that would solve this mess
end the frustrating disappointing questions
and problems i continue to have
