I killed my best friend

We wanted to do everything together
including committing suicide
we tried many time
but it turned out we didn't die

we went into my house
up into my room
we skipped school that day
our life would now end soon

i found a gun in my mom and dads room
i simply took it out
we wondered how we would do this
and what dying was all about

we wondered if one should shot the other
and then shot themselves
we thought for a bout a hour
but nothing really helped

we sat there wondering
if we should really commit suicide
but then i said i am
cause i cant stand staying alive

but then i took the gun
and held it in my hands
my best friend grabbed it
it triggered off for a second i didn't understand

i looked down at the blood
the body she was dead
the gun went off when she grabbed it
it shot rite in the head

she looked so peaceful
but i had to cry
i killed her?
when she grabbed the gun did she have to die?

i lay-ed down by her crying
i couldn't kill myself after seeing her
my eyes filled up with tears
and everything began to blur

she was dead lieng there
i felt so guilty
i killed my best friend
did this happen really?

i lay-ed there for hours
trying to get her to awake
also thinking about
this big mistake

i thought i was sleeping
i thought this was a dream
my mom got home from work
she came into my room and just screamed

she called the police
she thought i killed her
but why would i do that
i wouldn't want to hurt her

but i came up guilty
in the court of law
they thought i shot her
but they wern't there they never saw

i swear i didn't do it
i didn't shot my best friend
why would i want her life
to be the one that ends

its not fun
don't try to commit suicide
i did and killed my best friend
and i have 30 years in jail to still be alive

~well this didn't happen i read it somewhere~ and decided to write about it

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