AgAiN mAtThEw?

by cuts n scars   May 1, 2005


PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT supposed to be posted tomorrow

today, i walked out the door,
i just got my last paycheck,
no one was home, so i went to the store,
just a few more days i say to myself,
i walked down the first aisle,
i was not feeling good,
thought it would just pass in a while,
but it was not going away,
i walked down aisle two,
it was getting worse then,
thats when i saw Jeff,nick,and you,
you did not see, so i walked a bit faster,
i hit aisle three,
i got some shampoo and fruit,
some water,soda,and tea,
it was getting pretty shady,
now, you started walking to aisle four,
that is when my stomach turned,
and i started heading for the door,
you disappeared so i slowed down,
as i turned you caught me at aisle five,
me oh hey there!how are you?
you I'm good, you look like you are barely alive
what was i to do, we were in a public place,
me mom has been gone, brother too, i have just been all alone
i started getting really nauseas,
right then i started to moan,
you are you okay you do not look fine
me ya i am OK as i ended the conversation,
you just remember, you are always mine
i needed fresh air so when i was done i left the store,
scared as hell, i kept looking around,
i spotted you coming my way,
i blacked out and fell to the ground,
you all ran over and picked me up,
i woke up on a familiar couch, in YOUR home,
i had to call Dan,
so i quickly reached for the phone,
that is when i heard Jeff call my name,
here, you need to sleep and eat this food
he was right, i had not eaten or slept for days,
i am OK for real, i just was tired..OK dude?
i started to head for the door,
but again i was too weak,
i had fallen to the floor,
nick walked in and helped me back up,
right then i saw Matthew and started to cry,
dang nick!get off my girl!
Matt!he was just helping me up!don't hurt him please!..right then..i wanted to die
they started fighting..him and nick,
he did not know nick called and said sorry last time..and told me your secret,
i got so pissed, i called his name..he turned around and i kicked his d1/k,
i ran to the bathroom told him to leave me alone!
i threw up all over,
crying, i called Dan on my phone,
they pulled me out of the bathroom,
you started to hit and beat me...all three,
i looked out the window,
Daniel running i could see,
Daniel,like you,was a football player..so he was a big man,
i got up off my feet,
you looked me in my eyes as i ran,
he ran out to the car,
you asked me what happened,
Daniel..just drive..please...from here...far
we got to his house,
i fell asleep,
i started telling you first,
you started to listen real deep,
as i started to cry,
you said it was all OK,
i was in your arms now,
and no one would take that away...

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  • 18 years ago

    by crissy abalos

    touching.that matt i hate that man

  • 18 years ago

    by Elissa

    I love it 5/5 your a good writer. I am also here if you ever want to talk
    love always,
    Elissa

  • 18 years ago

    by SuicideQueen

    WOw very graphic
    kt xx