I cant hide who i am

by Iyla   May 2, 2005


I'm scared to tell my friends
the truth about my life
the things that happen everyday
and why i chose the knife

Why I'm so sad all the time
and why i never speak
I don't want to tell them
but inside I'm growing weak

My friends think I'm changing
but I've always been the same
they just wont understand
why I'm in so much pain

when my friends walk in, I'm hidden in the shadows, they ask me why i haven't said anything in a while, i slowly get up and hide away my depression, i look at them all and force a painful smile.

i cover up my pain
everything inside
I'm lost in my depression
so all i can do is hide

* this is only part one i guess you can say, I'll post part two later, thank for reading*

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  • 18 years ago

    by kayla

    your poems are great, i love them, you are so inspiring!
    I know how you feel because i go throught the same thing with my friends! feel better!

  • 19 years ago

    by Cara McTired

    WHOOP! you posted it, and see its a smash hit, i'm so proud of you Kit!

  • 19 years ago

    by ღ Christina ღ

    That was a great poem! I know how you feel because i go throught the same thing with my friends! feel better! 5.0

  • 19 years ago

    by BloodScars

    hey this was a really good poem i am going through the same stuff, the first time i cut my best friend found out and she told the counsler and i got in alot of trouble but i never stoped and i lyed to her i feel really guilty, then today in gym she saw more scars and asked me bout it and all i said was i dont know, so we will see how things go lol sorry im talkin so much, but good poem keep up the good work and never stop writing
    -*tears
    check out sum of my poems sum time

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