Lonely Tear

Your warm soft hands
Caress my cheek
Making my heart thump wildly
And my knees, weak

Your breath tickles my neck
And you voice lands in my ears
Your very presence
Washes away all my tears

Your naked body
Is pressed up against mine
I can feel your heart beat
I know all will be fine

But then I concentrate
On the words you are saying
And you begin to get up
Leaving my laying

You are saying your sorry
What for, I don't know
But then your words hit me
And make me feel low

You are telling me that it was a fling
And that your wife will be waiting
Salty water streams down my face
I am deeply crying

I thought we had something
I thought you loved me
But you had lied and taken advantage
Nothing was ever meant to be

I was left there sobbing
Naked and abandoned
You were much older
But still, I was stunned

Stunned that you left
Stunned that you used me
I was for nothing but sex
There was only ever a you, no we

In a few days I will have to face you
Standing in the front of our classroom
What will the other kids think?
What might they assume?

All I know is that I loved you
And that I will miss you being here
Now all I have
Is my lonely tear..

*This is not about me, rather about a friend of mine.