Letting go

So bad i wish i could believe
so bad i wish i could be strong...but only the people who have been through what i\'m going through knows how hard it is 2 move on...

and i keep going back for more, and i find it hard letting go, probably because these scars arent being shown to people i know...

and i know that this is so, and i now this cant be done, because they are the only people i cant let down, the people for which i live on!