Razors

My relief, my happiness
my one and only hope
my dark escape, my inner bliss
the one that helps me cope

its what helps me through the day
my razors and my knives
the only thing that hides the pain
emitting from my eyes

my deepest secret, my biggest lie
my greatest single regret
it haunts me and i wish to die
but i haven't died of yet

my relief, my joy, my sorrow
it takes away my fears
but it will be there tomorrow
and through all my years

my razors keep me alive
but its hard not to kill
to not kill myself i strive
but i know i one day will