My Affair.

I don't no why I couldn't stop,
I just sat there she was on top,
you'd be crushed I did realize,
saw your face when I closed my eyes,
Thats when I started to feel sick,
but i kept thinking with my prick,
opened em up when I was done,
realized Id had no fun,
we both just sat there in the dark,
the damage was done Id left my mark,
sat with my head hung in shame,
with no one but myself to blame,
I felt like I was covered in dirt,
I stood up put on my shirt,
I walked over opened the door,
watched you sleeping on the floor,
next too you an empty place,
why wasn't I there what a disgrace,
Wanted to reach out and touch your hair,
but I just stood there I couldn't bare,
how you'd feel when you found out,
you'd leave forever I had no doubt,
the truth from you I tried to hide,
so when you asked thats why I lied,
I hate I caused you all this pain,
these thoughts in my head drive me insane,
I wish you'd believe how I feel,
but your trust I did steal,
you and me I did betray,
how could I let it end this way,
my other head was not true,
but my heart and soul belong to you,
so just before you turn to go,
please believe I love you so,
Through the Marines you never gave up on me,
such a true love y couldn't I see,
now that I do it is to late,
the past is over, the past was great